A little over a month from today, I'll be reunited with my sweetie again.
I can still remember how i wept for hours just to somehow get that painful feeling in my heart out. But crying didn't help much. I was just so devastated.
I used to call and send him sms often telling him that I can't seem to do the same things I do without feeling really bad cause he's not here to do them with me. From eating, sleeping, going to malls, doing the grocery, hearing mass, watching movies, they were all just so new to me without him. How lame?!
I feared too so much that we will grow apart with this temporary separation. He might find someone new and forget all about me. Or was I scared that I might find someone new and hurt him in the process?
I prayed so often for his protection and safety. He was on a foreign land with no one to trust. I could not protect him from illness, jealous colleagues or temptation. All I can do is have faith in him and in our God's perfect plans.
It will be over soon. Thank you Lord.
Now, I wonder what it will be like having him back again?
Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction. -ANTOINE DE SAINT-EXUPERY
Who will tell whether one happy moment of love or the joy of breathing or walking on a bright morning and smelling the fresh air, is not worth all the suffering and effort which life implies.
-Erich Fromm
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Reunion in the Making
tags:
eureka moments,
faith,
mySweetie,
realizations,
relationships
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